currently I am digging..

tights

knee high/thigh high socks

canvas backpacks

brown leather bags

cropped tops

short leather jackets

nail polish

current birthday wish list.

1. Canon AE-1/AV-1 Camera -> mommy and i looked today :)

2. Glass Painting Kit :)

3. Wide Barrel Curling Iron

4. Holga Fisheye/Instax Adaptor and/or Fisheye Lomo Camera.

5. Random Vintage Cameras, Clocks, Radios.

:)

watching people be in love, makes me want to just simply love.

like seriously though,

what’s wrong with me?

I give space,

I’m cute,

I can’t be THAT bad of a kisser, and other things,

I’m good to cuddle with,

I may talk a lot, but I give the room for someone to tell me to shut up,

I don’t text a lot,

I ask about them,

i remember things about them,

what have I done wrong?

All I’ve ever done is try to love someone as much as I can,

or try to show someone I like that I am responsive to everything.

How do they switch so easily?

Boy of current affection.

Super into me about 3-4 weeks ago.

Couldn’t stop texting, making jokes,

wanting to hang out.

We hang out, we make out, we talk and talk and talk and laugh and have fun,

and he gave me compliments,

he talked about hanging out in the summer,

about me visiting him and him visiting me,

we went a bit farther,

we talked some more,

he texts me several times went I don’t answer right away,

we hang out again,

he texts me several times when i can’t answer,

he slows down (exam time? maybe.)

but what if its not?

texts every few hours, not texting me first,

not really caring about what i’m saying,

or having anything interesting to say back.

what did I even do wrong?

why do all these boys give me everything I can ask for, just to do a complete 180 and take it all away?

Like seriously, what is wrong with me?

PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE

check out THE PAPER AIRPLANE!!!!

I’m going to be selling clothes, and vinyl graphics! Please spread the word, and follow if you like it!

is it time for that point in life where things go right?

please?

can I please find a boy whose not afraid to love me?

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I like belly rubs. They make me feel better when I’m sick.
Also cuddles, I like cuddles, and back rubs too.

everytime i hear ‘the sweater song’ by hedley

something inside me sparks and as much as i love that song, i get this weird feeling of sudden sadness.

Sometimes I watch tv and stuff, and things are all happy, but it gives me hope that things will work out in my favour just once for a long period rather than me being happy for like a week or two and then uphappy again.

my mom just gave me a bunch of clothes. loooveeee you.

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I hate my thoughts, they go and go and go, and I never know which way to turn.

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you said, “you’d call me later”. I really don’t think you will.

want oxfords so bad.

but i’m super cheap. anyone have a pair they’ll sell for super cheap?